Well i dont say its a split that we brought out for each other. But its just fate. The very year as i was loving all the friends that i have but again dad's job got us transferred to another village a bit far.
I just didnt even get enough time to say good bye to my dear friends. Really breaks a heart.
That was a tough one to come out of. I still remember not able to talk to any one after that for about a week. Not because i just missed the friends, it was because i just didnt want to go to a new place.
Felt like i shall never get enough good friends again. It was all new faces again but i felt a lot different. Was it so that life always brings in a lot of people around us and then puff, the next moment its all gone and a whole new cycle begins again? If thats the way life is going to work, then to hell with it. I dont need any kind of relations. I just made all things by myself. Was a loner all through the rest of my school time.
I did observe a lot of people but still couldnt figure out that there is something that binds human indviduals together. To some it was just the place, to some it was gender, to some it was the tone in their voice. It was always very hard to find friends.I became cold, no feelings on heart, no counting days to pass, no pretty many excitements in life, nothing seemed good to me. Just mechanical life, like a robot. No attachments, no feel good factors.. sometimes i just felt like i aint living anymore.
Not only was madhu a part of my only lived childhood, she was the best part of my childhood. The time i spent with her, the time we had quarrels on some stupid issues, the times we showed each other our attitudes and virtually THE FINGERS, and the times we stood for each other.. just cant get past that.
Again its always good to have a friend around you and its always great madhu for me if it were you.
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